I
don't know what I'm talking about. You probably concluded that
already, but you view it as something negative and I consider it as
positive, an advantage. I'm ignorant. I have very little background
in past explications of the Torah. If I don't stand on
the shoulders of giants it's simply because I don't know where those
shoulders are. I'm free to say what I want. If I agree with what
the sages of the past said it is by coincidence, not intent; if I
disagree, it is not a matter of disrespect, but a different
perspective.
I'm
particularly interested with the Akeida
at the moment.
Some of its lessons resonate with me and I thought I'd explore
them.
G-d
told Abraham to sacrifice his son. The first verse of chapter 22 of
B'reishit (Genesis) tells us that this was a
test. Our sages view it as the tenth test of Abraham that Hashem
imposed upon our father in order to determine the extent of his
faith. The story of the Akeida (the binding for the
sacrifice) is a familiar one and I won't repeat it. I will, however,
note a number of tests and lessons that I find in the story.
The
first lesson is that the story doesn't end where the story ends. His
mother's reaction, and the events that followed, although not spelled
out or connected must be connected, but I'll discuss that later.
Starting
at the beginning, however, Hashem tells Abraham to take
Isaac somewhere and to sacrifice him there. He doesn't specify the
place. It's all a mystery. Earlier Abraham had been instructed to
leave his parents' home – his birthplace and his own home – and
travel to a new land. In the Akeida he is given the
same message, using the same words, lech l'cha. It's
likely that on both occasions Abraham wondered where he was being
sent, but in neither case did he question the command. He would go
wherever Hashem wanted him to go – no questions
asked.
When
he went, Abraham made the necessary preparations. He didn't know
where he was going but he knew what he would be doing there, so he
took along a knife, fire, and wood. Perhaps he would not find what
he needed in the mysterious place so he made sure he would have them
and could fulfill Hashem's wishes immediately. He
prepared to do the mitzvah as soon as it was possible.
Abraham
was prepared for the task. And, specifically, he was prepared to
sacrifice Isaac. He bound his son, prepared a place to do so, and
raised the knife. But he was stopped before he could perform the
act. This was, after all, only a test. Hashem knew
what would be the outcome of the episode. He knew that Abraham,
however saddened at the death of his and Sarah's son, would do what
was asked of him, but Abraham didn't know how firm were his beliefs.
He might have softened at the last minute and set his son free. The
test taught what no meditation could. It was important that he
recognize that he was prepared to all that G-d asked of him, no
matter how much it “cost.”
In
the end, however, Hashem provided a ram as the
offering. A door was closed. Isaac would not be sacrificed, but
another was opened and a ram would be substituted. Hashem,
by the availability of the ram, provided for completion of the
mitzvah even under trying circumstances. But Abraham
had to want to perform the mitzvah for the “miracle” to occur.
And
Isaac had to be willing to make the sacrifice. The only contact he
had had with G-d was what was told him by his father. There had been
no personal contact. Still he was ready to accept Hashem's
commandments and His judgment. Isaac's sacrifice – his life –
would be more significant than Abraham's, but it would be made on the
basis of the teachings of his father, “tradition,” the first
transmission of our faith from generation to generation, but, though
younger and stronger than his father, he submitted to the verdict of
death without question or complaint – at least none recorded in
B'reishit.
Judaism was born.
While
Abraham was away, Eliezer and Ishmael (according to Midrash)
and a donkey awaited him and it is likely that on his return he
related the events. The donkey, who I suspect, was an ancestor of
Bilaam's, heard and learned that following Hashem's commands and
preserving Judaism were praiseworthy, and he passed on the message to
his descendants.
But
I mentioned Sarah. How does she fit in? She heard an incomplete
retelling of the Akeida from
a messenger. Believing that the sacrifice had been carried out she
grieved and died. Adam and Eve had not grieved the loss of Abel and
this is the first occasion on which grief occurred. And it has been
a human emotion ever since.
The
story ends with the purchase of a burial site for Sarah. Wanting
there to be no dispute over the ownership of that site, Abraham
purchased the Cave of Machpela on the edge of the field of Ephron.
Current events teach us that we cannot trust all of the people with
whom we deal. Perhaps we are being punished because Abraham, himself
didn't accept the fact that all the land was Hashem's
and that all he had seen was granted to him. Instead he acknowledged
the idea that there was a human owner and he paid a mortal for land
that was G-d's.
Those
are the tests and lessons of which I wrote. They were of Abraham and
his family and they occurred millennia ago. Or are they tests and
lessons for us? Do they guide us in how we should act and Whom we
should believe. The Torah was written a long time ago
but its lessons are eternal.
September 12, 2017
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